I am no longer feeling like I am blogging as I intent to. Intentions are useless when are not followed by some form of action.
I like having the excuse, that having a baby is hard work, that breastfeeding is demanding and that my house work is never done, but that is just the reality of motherhood.
I miss writing and I will actively force myself to write every day for the month of august. Luckily for me at this moment baby Xander Boryan is sleeping in the arms of Stellios and I am sitting on the sofa with my chrome book.
Baby Xander Boryan sleeping in his brother’s arms. #brotherlylove #babylove #brothers #motherofboys
My intention with this 26 day Honest Blogging is to write about a different topic as honestly as possible. I want to learn to be more opinionated as a blogger and rediscover my blogging voice again.
I have chosen to blog 26 days as the number of letters in teh English alphabet, so each blog post will be a word beginning with a letter. I will complete the challenge when I have written a blog post with each letter of the alphabet.
There have been countless early mornings when I will wake up and while feeding baby Xander I will be writing blog posts in my head. What a waste of energy, as they are now all gone.
I don’t like calling myself “mummy blogger” as I don’t think parenting is a favourite topic of mine.I am a mother, yes and there are days and days when that it is all I seem to be doing-mothering, nurturing and caring. Honestly as wonderful and fulfilling motherhood is, it is only an aspect of me.
Speaking of honesty recently I have realised, that I am almost afraid to show any form of weakness, especially in front of my boys. I do not want them to see me needy or desperate.
I will be including a few reviews, that I have been procrastinating to publish for almost 6 months now. I know that the only way out of this feeling of unfinished business is through it.
Thank you for reading.